They're like toes! Sometimes they smell bad, everyone has them, and they can suck. I can't speak for everyone, but you can share anything you feel right here, and I'll offer a sympathetic ear, and I imagine others would, too.
They're like toes! Sometimes they smell bad, everyone has them, and they can suck. I can't speak for everyone, but you can share anything you feel right here, and I'll offer a sympathetic ear, and I imagine others would, too.
Aw, this is very nice. And also, I love your username, it's perfect.
Thank yuh!. Not trying to go all PTSD on you people, but I've felt stuff i wouldn't really wish on anyone.
Okay, but you can't say anything mean to me: I've been rediagnosed for the third time with brain cancer, the only guy i've ever liked got a new girlfriend THE DAY AFTER he said he likes me back, I have been diagnosed Bipolar, that I can't get a job but my parents are always compaining that they don't have another paycheck, and I'm super super sad right now and I've wanted just for a hug but no one gets it.
And thanks for this thread ToxicWaste, for the sympathetic ear.
Well: here is an online hug. I am in a mood of hugging everyone lately, no personal space around me !
I can't help you with your job, or your diagnoses. I wish I could. For the guy problem, I'll try to give some advise. If he says he likes you back but has a girlfriend he is not worth it. I had feelings for a guy, but was afraid to admit it and when I did we kissed. And then he told me that he had a girlfriend but things weren't working out. They dated for 6 more months and when they did broke up he tried with me, but saying that I wasn't second choise or anything.
It will be hard, but the best thing is just looking at your life and try to 'clean it'. Like you clean a room: everything and everyone that makes you feel mad or sad should not be in there. Well really not talking it rude, it's not something I can do (too). But just put them in a box in a closet far away that you open only if you have to, and embrace everything good. And try something new to fill up the gabs, a new hobby or new friends. You'll get in a good space and when you meet that guy on the street and he asks: how are you? You can say: 'I am good' and actually mean it. At that point you will feel free and that really is a good feeling. :)
Wow serena, that's terrible... I'd give you a hug, but yeah, different continents and all. At least you have TATE in these times :)
For my own problems, which sound kinda... small after that. I am a social wreck, I've been terribly in love with a girl that keeps giving extremely mixed signals and I don't have the balls to ask her out. I have friends, but I usually feel quite lonely. I have all the materialistic things I could ask for (a car, a nice place filled with expensive crap), but I still feel my life is extremely empty.
But that's all. It'll get better in time, I learned that, I just hope it won't be too long... Cause it's already been years since I've really felt happy... And I've really tried to make things better lately, without much results, and it's kinda starting to seem hopeless. Can't give up though.
I really hope you come out well in all of this. I can't speak for you because I'm not going through that specifically, but I too was diagnosed two years ago with testicular cancer and I've relapsed once. Because of this I was undergoing treatments and finishing up my senior year at the same time. And this past year I had to skip my first year of college. My last chemo(out of 12) was this january and it was also a bone marrow transplant that took a whole miserable month in the hospital. Now in June my hair has finally grown back and I feel great. I'm eating healthier, I'm running, and I'm currently in a hospital where ive been waiting for my beautiful niece to be born(going on 9 hours now). I know it sounds corny but up until now I finally understand what people meant when they said "it's not about the obstacles that come, what matters is the way you look at them" not the exact quote but you get it lol. Again I hope everything turns out well and you'll definitely be in my prayers. Better times are ahead.
-P.S. You don't need selfish assholes like that in your life right now:)
Wow. You all are awesome. I love you already :) And thx for the advice. You all r right, it's all BS. And cuzkip, that sucks, I never had to get my head shaved. Only half ;) Haha. Love, Serena.
P.S. I'm hugging you all right back :)
P.P.S. Fant, I DARE you to ask her out. So ha, now you have no way around it ;)
You must log in to post.